Saturday, January 27, 2007♥
[=/shows 2 expressions ? hah ! band was alright today ( : i guess we played alright too so everything's fine .though the bar at 106? there couldn't feel me with warmth , too cold le . everywhere cold , both inside & out . lol .i seriously need to not get so emotional & learn how to fake my feelings , even though i'm unhappy , i must fake it & pretend that i'm alright . i'll learn as time pass ^^ AJA YVONNE ! went to bugis to shop with liyan , to make all unhappy thoughts disappear ^^ ate kfc then went shopping ! yeah ! saw the campus superstar de zhiyang there & also YTWO's jianwei & kangrong ( : hahaha ! bought quite a number of things , bag , top , jeans . & shopping can make you happy ! :D thanks laoyan for cheering me up whenever i'm down ^^ love you loads ! & take care of yourself , gastric better go & see doctor hor if not i'll call mrs chong ^^ homework-ing fake it --
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Friday, January 26, 2007♥
hel-loo ^^ back after a week of school .2 words to describe it , awfully tiring .lots of homework this week , chem , math , eng , hcl & more . first time in 3 weeks that i feel that the homework given in sec 3 can kill . >.< next week got so many tests as well . eeks !mrs elizabeth lim teach better than mr ong . lol . ginger is old more spicy ? JIANG SHI LAO DE LA ! : D lololol .& ms ilan is scary & boring . speak so loudly in her high pitched voice , & she " changes " her face so quickly that it scares me .i hope i'll get use to her : /had band just now , okay i guess . march as a whole band & i think its fun ^^ hah ! & sorry to that particular person . after band , talked to liyan ^^ then accompanied her take mrt , where i was to meet my marmie at her office . went to shop & look around there, but didn't really find anything that i want . went for dinner & uncle fetched us home . what if one day , i was to meet with some accident or something & just die like that . will people come to my funeral ? will they cry for me ? will they know how much i love them ? hmm , sometimes , just feel like die-ing just so i can see who are those that really care and love me . lolol . but if i'm dead already , i can't tell them i love them too -.- stupid thinking that is one of those " oh so random " random thoughts . lol . just skip this . rainy season , heaven keeps tearing . hmm ... but i do kinda like rainy days ( : not when i'm going out though , hahah . stay at home & look out of the window, will be able to think & recall quite a fair bit of things i guess . good & bad ones ? & it's also the best time to sleep & dream ^^ i hope that i can have a nice dream tonight ! lol .something that i thought of myself ( :" don't wake somebody up to face reality , because it's sometimes better to live in their dreams " hmm , meaningful or meaningless ? you decide ^^lu peiling , rid yourself of all funny thoughts ; NOW !
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Saturday, January 20, 2007♥
hello hello people ! ^^ can only blog today cause yesterday still tired & slept kinda early : xfirst of all ; HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY KENNY KORKOR ! : Dsec three camp was great & i like it alot ( :the best camp i had from sec 1 to 3 . hahah .& i miss the changi coast campsite already , the aeroplanes flying low & stuff . SIA PLANE ! *screams* hah . we paired up with 3e1 , got samuel , cheeyew & dawei they all so still not bad lah . hahahha . some of their china classmates kinda bitchy , no offense though .our trainers were great fun too . we got Mya & Myra and 3e1 got izWAN & shazWAN . together our class is called BMW ! :D high class okay ^^ vroom vroom oeiiiii ! kayaking was great fun ( :partnered up with shortie . paddle until arms ache , lol .& mr lew's really nice to help us when we're going the wrong direction etc . i played abseiling & zipline too ( : overall still not bad ^^ but i want to play the rope challenge course but didn't get a chance too . samuel want to play that time , it rained . ahahah ! sang alot of songs , played & bonded as a class ^^ could see that we're closer now . lol . meal times were fun too cause we played around , kept suan-ing tao yee . hahah . scouts are all like that xD stupid EMMANUEL , i'll be back ! i see lots of things , not only ground : p campfire was sooo fun ! : D our class were kinda high so yah everything turned out alright .kept on screaming , even the boys . hahah . the class cheer turned out nicely too ^^ teachers were asked to come out to " entertain " us ? lolol ! mr ong do the macho clap o.0 ! hahahahah ! funny x] & i lost my voice , first time in camp . hahah & i sound even more like a man now . lol . i guess i'm starting to love 3e5 now but i must say 2e3 will always be REMEMBERED & kept close to heart ! i love you ! ^^had area cleaning on the last day , didn't get toilets so WE WERE HAPPY ! :D haha . cleaned the dorms & stuff . had debrief & we're on our way home . so tired out ! liyan waited for me cause i had to go band . accompanied her to her hse there cause i can take 88 to ah ma's hse ^^ it rained & we saw a beeauutiifuul rainbow ! :D embrace the rain & get rainbows ^^ too bad i do not have my old phone with me ) : if not can take photo le , i'm missing it ! saturday had band . okay ? but i was still tired ! sleepy , eyes can't really open wide . hah . after band by right was going to do homework with liyan de but my mom summoned me back home -.- " sorry lao yan ! we ate opposite & talked . lol . interesting ^^ went home , did some work , ate & ate . then slept till now . lol . tomorrow's back to the normal school hours etc . yawns * but that's life lah . too bad for me . toodles ~marmie .. marmie ! come & see ! ^^
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Saturday, January 13, 2007♥
this week's okay except for yesterday .mr keith wong , my literature teacher's nice ^^ & want to be a greek goddess . lol . anyway , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NANA ! ( : ps , nana is my cousin whose real name is petrina , lol .yesterday morning ,i couldn't get the damn a math right , frustrated & cried ) :after sch , got it with help from mrs koh . sectionals was okay, in fact quite fun .then took marching , gave wrong command & stuff . sian ! had high tea with princess , sam & ian . quite fun . then on the way home , saw my uncle on the bus , SIAN -ED cause not on really good terms with him mah so i decided to get off one stop earlier . when i was about to get off , i heard something dropped on the floor but i thought it was another person's thing so didn't care . reached ah ma's hse , bathe then wanted to sms liyan . that's when i found out that my phone is not in my bag ! D:panicked , went down to look for it but to no avail , hais . so so so so so so so so sad ! DDD: cried for more than an hour , till my eyes were really swollen . most probably the thing tt dropped was my phone , hais .heart is still aching but better le , hopefully it'll be in the interchange . lost all my contacts , pictures etc . hais . memories =/ so unlucky can . see the chain of events that happened , bad then good then bad then good then WORST .got pattern somemore -.- & it had to happen when my cousin was clebrating her birthday , great timing .had breakfast with yan this morning ( : band was okay lah , but didn't really enjoy cause i can't open my eyes properly . still swollen .lol . many thanks to all those that cheered me up , it worked eventually ^^ hah . was telling sam i was " running " on bad luck . who knows , i might just break my bones or get injured soon & have to spend my birthday cum CNY in the hospital . lol & they'll have to come down to see me . hahah ! if this goes on i can write my own book of a series of unfortunate events already . lol . after band , lunched with liyan & sam .talked & played a fool in the library . lol . we got a cubicle ! woohoo ! : D did homework there & finished chem workbook . yeah ! & many thanks liyan for help clearing the mis-understanding .uncle's back from las vegas ^^ & he got me a four leaf clover necklace . thanks uncle cause i really need good luck at this point of time . lol . oh , & i still haven jot down my new year resolutions yet : x will do it later ? hmms .. will be having my sec 3 camp next week . hopefully , it will be loads of fun & laughter . please let my class be ethusiatic about the whole thing . & i'll blog about when i'm back ^^ research-ing --
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Saturday, January 06, 2007♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YICHING ! :D i'm back after a short week of school .kinda hectic like what jiahui said in her blog . back from cca orientation, so so so tired . school's been okay but i really really really miss 2e3 ! was listening to " i'll remember you " this morning then the video that samuel made came " rushing " in . all the tears and all that happened last year came into my head & i thought of a couple of this & that . teared a little too . i miss the noisy & mischievious 2e3 o6 ! i miss being monitress of 2e3 ! &ALL the peeps in it especially ! sigh * but luckily i'm still having some fun in school with those near my seat ( : performance was okay today ^^ mini band was okay too i guess , had fun playing , screaming " join band ! " & stuffs . so tired that after everybody went off , i slept in band room with some lullaby played by liyan .thanks lao yan ! lol . but all this while, when i'm having fun & things like tt. something inside kept on bugging me =\ let this friend of mine be [ x ] . me & liyan were talking about [x] yesterday . i was saying things like , [x] is such an asshole in chinese & stuffs like that . not appreciative blah blah blah & blah . today ,i was sarcastic & didn't like be warm? to [x] , so yah , we didn't talked much . but after a mini meeting , i heard J say tt [x] didn't slept much this few days & he was up till 4 plus doing the video . at that point of time , i felt really guilty . i only thought about myself & not his feelings . i didn't realise he hasn't had decent sleeping hours this few days, things like that . i didn't put myself in his shoes . so now , i want to apologise for everything that i've said & i'm really sorry ! * i hope [x] sees this told liyan that i will at times or most of the time, shoot my mouth off without thinking & only after something happen , i will regret it =/ only those who know me well will know tt i didn't mean it bah ? hmms .. i awfully want to change tt bad habit of mine , any person willing to render some help ? talked about jealousy too & i do think that when someone is jealous ,it makes you think negatively & it makes you feel rather miserable .boo ! i don't want to feel miserable ! till next post , tata ! my chest feels tight & i do hope this feeling will go away really soon .
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Monday, January 01, 2007♥
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :Dwent to ah ma's hse yesterday to celebrate. had pizza : hawaiian & ham and mushroom ^^ fried chicken , rojak , lime & sprite cordial ! yum yum yummy ! ( :felt kind of sleepy so i napped , lol . woke up near 12 for the countdown & screamed HAPPY NEW YEAR like mad fools with ade & my cousin . send msg [s] straight away . hahah .and then we dug in to more pizza & some kueh . write my resoulutions the next time , now rushing out du hou gans & cover page . & someone's essay who is going to owe me a favour , BIG time ( : lolol . i love chocolates ! ^^ AJA YVONNE !
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